Hello Anak,
Two days ago was my last day at work - April 30, 2009. I had mixed emotions, but it seems that sadness filled me more than anything. This is the reason why I havent written for quite some time...I've been disfigured on what I'm going to do next. This uncertainty has been killing me, especially when I was collating stuff for my clearance. Each of the line on my clearance checklist that I prepare reminds me of something - the good old days which at times led me to tears. When I was looking for your HMO card, I bumped into something which made me feel differently. It was your Nanay's stack of memory verse card. The very first card on the deck was a verse from Isa 41:10 which reads "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Oh me of little faith! Yes, for awhile, I thought that I was on this alone. I forgot that our Lord is my strength and that I should keep my faith for He will uphold me, that I should never fear. And yes, there was Nanay. Your Nanay has never left my side. She understood perfectly what's going through me in these trying times. She's there to support me in however which ways she can. She made me realize that my work is not my life. I love your Nanay so much!
Anyway, I am again shedding tears. I can probably write more often now as I am not busy working - of course, I'm out of job already! :)
I love you anak. God bless you.
Tatay
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